Take the time you need to deal with the grief. We will all be waiting. That being said I certainly know we appreciate your new chapter. So thank you oh so very much.
"I can control my destiny, but not my fate. Destiny means there are opportunities to turn right or left, but fate is a one-way street. I believe we all have the choice as to whether we fulfil our destiny, but our fate is sealed."
Fel what ever time you need take it, grief is a bad ass mother to have to tackle, and you never really get over it you just become better equipped to deal with the pain over time, my father passed in 1983, and I still feel the empty space it just doesn't overwhelm me as much as it used to. love, when the one you love passes, stays there but the one you loved can't be passed the love you have for them anymore so it feels weird not being able to express it to them anymore. You are fine, and will recover your balance in time and with patience. Much respect and love sent to you with hope and prayers for you to find the balance you need to preserver in the projects and efforts you expend into the future.
Mr James Galloway aka Fel, it’s been a long time between drinks . Firstly my sincere condolences to you and your family. My only comment is that I understand how you feel. It does become easier as time passes.I’m coming up 68 still a young buck . I’ve had both COVID-19 jabs . Your writing has given me great pleasure for many years and for that I am eternally grateful. I would like to think that you are well and safe and staying focused on what is good and positive in these crazy times. Take solace knowing that you have been a inspiration to many. That’s something you can be very proud of. Be safe and well. Best wishes, RobJ.